Somedays I ask myself if it’s worth living if I should be here anymore or if I should just leave and never look back if maybe I should be with my grandma I no that if I’m with her shell love me no matter wat and take care of me I miss her and need to be with her again I want to just hear her say that she loves me and is prod of me
Thinking
What if Something happens and we don’t work what if I lose him I’ll never be able to find anyone like him someone that makes me as happy as him and I never find the right guy
:(
when will it be my turn to change engaged to Ricky A Moffitt :(
I cant wait until all this wedding bull shit goes away so I can stop thinking about it :(




